Category: Books

Quarterly inventory – 2025 Q2

Dear FutureMe,

Today would be a good day to do a quarterly inventory.

How is your personal life going?

How is your work life going?

How is your Volunteer Service life going?

Future Me

Personal Life

I’m in a little bit better mood this quarter, mostly due to taking on another Volunteer Service position, and listening to a book. I did have a lot of fun with MPD (Music Player Demon), although that went pear-shaped more recently.

Home Air Conditioning

When I was in my 20’s, I lived in a place that had only a swamp cooler. Augusts, here in the Central San Joaquin Valley desert, will often get to 110 °F (43 °C). With only a swamp cooler, that was not fun. Now that I’m in my 60’s, I want refrigeration. Seriously.

Although I have the pieces for a sun shade for my western facing glass door, I haven’t made any progress on building it. My air conditioning unit is doing poorly, too, so that is a bummer. Back in December, Grant’s Air Conditioning replaced the control board (computer). This new one appears to have a setting where if the desired temperature cannot be met after some period of time, it goes into failure mode. It will kick the refrigeration compressor on for ten seconds, and then stop. It tries that every five minutes. Meanwhile, inside the home, the internal temperature keeps rising. Eventually, the outside cools off enough to where the differential is back within range, and full cooling begins again.

Okay: a backstory. Back in February, Grant’s Air Conditioning replaced a huge capacitor. I think its job is to jump-start the blower. The thing is almost the size of my fist. Also, a while ago before, I started having weird electrical problems in the house. My UPS (uninterruptible power supply / battery backup) in my master bedroom started kicking on, and reporting out-of-bounds power levels from street power.

My theory is that something in the blower has changed, and this jump-start capacitor is draining to zero as it jump-starts the blower. It uses so much power in this process that my UPS detects the out-of-bound condition, and kicks in to protect my gear. Or in the other direction, it pulls so much power to recharge, that there’s a spike when it finally fills up. Either power overload or underload happens, and the UPS kicks in. I hear it clicking and the front-panel displays an error condition.

The first time I started seeing this UPS behavior was during the winter. Then in February, the air conditioning / heating unit failed, and Grant’s came out and fixed the capacitor.

About two months ago, the UPS started acting funny again. The air conditioning also started the failure mode where it only runs the refrigeration for ten seconds and quits. I had to run off to a meeting, so in desperation I forced the blower into always on mode, and left. By the time I got back, the refrigeration was back on. I left the blower in always on mode.

Days later, I notice that the UPS events have stopped. The blower has been running for a couple of months now. If the blower doesn’t need to be jump-started, the capacitor doesn’t get energized (it seems to me).

That was a long story about my fear that my air conditioning unit is going to need major service to repair / replace the blower. If not that, another $240 for another capacitor that won’t last very long.

Food and food costs

Inflation is always bad, and this time is no different. I very much need to avoid eating out at fast-food or restaurants; my financial advisor would like me to have $25,000 in the bank when I retire. I’m at around half that, and I hope to retire in twelve and a half months. There for a while, I was cooking / heating frozen pizzas, but I was clearly gaining weight. So then I switched to breaded chicken fillets from the delicatessen portion of Winco (the best grocery store we have). But the price of those has been going up too, and, they seem to make me really drowsy on my lunch break. I suspect there is too much deep-fat fried breading on them. I wasn’t gaining weight with them, but I wasn’t losing any either.

Now I’m trying frozen burritos, although they don’t digest as well as the breaded chicken fillets. My preference would be to buy steak. But I remember when New York Strips were $6 per pound, and at $15 per pound now, I’m out.

I’ve had to add more fast-food stores to my boycott list due to inflation. There is no way I can justify going to them anymore. I was bummed that the one place (which has high-quality tacos) has been losing customers, and last night when I drove by to check on their Sunday Taco Special, they’d raised the price a dollar. Long term, I expect they will go out of business.

Other personal life items

I still need to redo my personal mail server. This is yet-another task that would be fun if I had a week to do it. For the Juneteenth holiday and the use-it-or-lose-it-Personal-Holiday-Allowance Friday, I did have four days in a row available. However, I was working on my MPD project, and it didn’t go well.

MPD project (Music Player Demon)

One thing that was super fun was buying a Raspberry Pi Zero and adding a HiFi Berry DAC Zero, and configuring it. It went about as beautiful as it could. Now, in my Work-From-Home office, I don’t need a laptop running Snapcast client; I’ve got this hooked into my receiver instead:

Pictured here is a disassembled Raspberry Pi Zero and a HiFi Berry DAC Zero, in addition to the powered on unit in production. The Raspberry Pi Zero is about two keys wide and four keys long if laid on the numeric keypad of your full-size keyboard. I was happy enough with the streaming audio sink that I bought two more kits; the unassembled pieces shown are from those kits.

I tried writing Perl code to manage MPD using AI. On the one hand, it didn’t take very long at all to crank out 7,000 lines of Perl, which mostly did do what I wanted. But it wasn’t fully what I wanted. Looking at the code, I got the idea that it was putting too much into one branch of one loop, and that trying to break it into more logical pieces was the right thing to do. I went back to manual mode, and have made a mess of it. Sure, my various functions are in more logical places, but the differences between what I think I want versus what I write make it slow-going. I also managed to clobber previously set alarms, so I’m actually worse off now than before. Oof.

Listening to a book: Catch-22

I subscribe to a couple of journalists who do a weekly show with an hour and a half of current events and half an hour on a book they are reading. They’ll propose a book to each other, and if the other hasn’t read it, that will become the book. A couple of weeks ago, one of them said that Catch-22 by Joseph Heller was the funniest book written in the last 80 years. Maybe he said “one of the …” but either way it was high praise.

I went ahead and paid Audible.com for a copy. Yes, this book is terribly funny.

I remembered a moment from 45 years ago, when my best friend Craig had told me he’d just read the funniest book ever, Catch-22, and that I should read it. I wasn’t fond of the idea because what I knew about the term Catch-22 was that it is always a “lose-lose” situation. Looking back, I suppose my thinking was that was the book would inure me, and that I’d become more accepting of Catch-22 situations. For whatever reason, I took a pass, and didn’t read the book. Here, 45 years later, this book does make me smirk a lot. I don’t regret not reading it 45 years ago, but I think I would have enjoyed it back then too. I don’t know, though: back then I was in high-school, and hadn’t experienced a lot of bureaucracy. Today I have 35 years of that in my history, so maybe I can laugh easier about it now.

Work Life

If $18,000 fell out of the sky and into my lap, I would retire tomorrow.

I’m counting down: twelve months (plus a few weeks) to go.

One of my co-workers died. I’d been working with him for more than twenty years. I had tried to let him know that my life got vastly better when I stopped drinking alcohol; but, he didn’t want to hear it. I know that if someone doesn’t want to stop, there is no way to convince him or her otherwise – and attempting to do so anyway causes the alcoholic to dig their heels in deeper. Rest in peace, Joe.

Volunteer Service Life

I did add one more service commitment this quarter: two times a month, I’m with other members in a meeting in our newest homeless shelter. It’s an interesting place: they have a dog kennel. Many people who have been long-term homeless have only one companion: their dog. So if they have to choose between a shelter that doesn’t allow pets, versus remaining homeless, they’ll stay homeless. This newest homeless shelter solves that problem by building in a dog kennel and a bicycle lockup, so that people who do get a bicycle don’t get it stolen.

Some more audio books I have listened to

Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance by Robert M. Pirsig. I love this book; but, do not listen to the forward. Some people who didn’t get the ending, complained to the author about that, so Mr. Pirsig added a major spoiler to the forward. In my opinion, the book is much more powerful as it dawns on you what is happening.

The Brothers Karamazov by Fyodor Dostoyevsky. I listened to this one because it’s a classic, and Jordan B. Peterson seemed to like it. It was Dostoyevsky’s final work; so in theory he’s gotten good at it by now. On the one hand, it was interesting pretty much the whole way through. On the other hand, some of the writing, where characters describe themselves and what they are thinking and thinking about doing and how they are and I’m going to kiss you now and you will forgive me and I am such a wretch and – oof, it was annoying to me. I can’t imagine people actually talking like that.

After On by Rob Reid. This is great. I both liked the main story, and the little side stories of the Amazon reviewer, the character stories, and the cheesiest hero story ever written. I also liked that it opened up to exploration some thinking about what Super A.I. could mean, and that private reputation services will be super valuable in the future. Number two in the list of “most enjoyable books I’ve listened to this year.”

Anathem by Neal Stephenson. It was okay. I suppose it was better than okay; I don’t think I ever found myself bored with it. However, I don’t find that I can identify much with a friar of supertech trying to save the world while running from the Inquisition. Oh, and there were space aliens, too. One thing I did like about the story was the idea that one might get inured to how magical supertech might be, if one grew up with it and it seemed ordinary. (Which reminds me of an old joke from Saturday Night Live: (Jack Handy) “We would cut down less trees, if every time we cut a tree down, it screamed; unless trees screamed most of the time and at random.”

The Diamond Age by Neal Stephenson. I liked this book. It was quite interesting, and never boring. The writing is good in that I bought in to the main character’s well being and growth. However, there was at least one gratuitous sex scene in there (which set up an ending scene) which I severely disliked. The technology aspects were intriguing. Early on, there is some dystopia which it seems the first victim would have of course seen coming. So that rang flat.

Hyperion by Dan Simmons. Meh. I liked the idea that each passenger on the journey would get to tell their own story. Most of the stories were interesting. The one character, though, was every bit as awful as I feared it would be. Any time a writer gets to write a self-described “poet”, your ears will be subjected to a string of epithets-as-art as if that were a thing. Reminds me of a story a friend of mine told, who at age 4, snuck into a closet with a Fisher-Price Tape Recorder, and recorded in a whisper “shit caca caca caca shit caca shit.” Four year old him was all super impressed with his own power to use foul words. This book has that.

Artemis by Andy Weir. I very much liked this book. I liked the main character, I liked the setting, I liked the skulking around and dangers of getting caught. This book was fun. Number three in the list of “most enjoyable books I’ve listened to this year.”

Cutting for Stone by Abraham Verghese. Man, what a powerful book. I was on an airplane, and sitting next to me was a psychiatrist; we got to talking. He told me this was his favorite book, so I listened to it. I think part of what makes it so good is that the author lived through some of the environment and transitions he writes his characters in to; this makes everything seem authentic. The book also is interesting because the setting is so foreign, there isn’t anything (for me at least) to dismiss. It’s all novel to me. The one thing I didn’t like about the book was near the end, where the main character does the most despicable thing. I suppose it’s needed to move the story toward it’s sad end. I was not wanting to finish listening to the book after that. But I thought I ought to give him a chance to somehow redeem himself, so I kept listening.

The Calculating Stars by Mary Robinette Kowal. This book isn’t really aimed at me; so I didn’t enjoy it as much as people in it’s target audience would.

Snow Crash by Neal Stephenson. This has been my favorite book this year. The characters, the settings, the corporate cultures that become environments and families, the technologies; man this book has it all: and a smart villain and a robot hero and main characters that you really do want to see succeed. Just lots of fun.

Twelve Rules for Life: An Antidote to Chaos by Jordan B. Peterson. I liked this book. Most of the rules are common sense; but Professor Peterson likes to delve a little deeper into the “why” of each rule. One of the rules, “Do not let your children do anything that makes you dislike them” is probably the biggest failing of most parents. I don’t think it’s useful to point at parents today and say “You fouled up”; but, if you are a new parent (or not yet a parent), it is probably super important to hear (and understand why) you should not let your children do anything that makes you dislike them. When I was growing up, there was a whole lot of propaganda masquerading as education about how children should not be made to feel bad; children that are made to feel bad now, act bad later. This completely ignored the reality all children push the boundaries of what is acceptable because they need to know what the boundaries are. Anyway, I read several books in my formative years: Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance when I was in my early 20’s. How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie and Games People Play by Eric Berne in my early teens. I wish I had read Twelve Rules for Life then, too (although it wouldn’t be published for another 35 years).